NOT right now

Yesterday we went for another check up, DR.Wong was very impressed. Today we got a call from the hospital. Initial surgery has been booked for March 17th.  I AM NOT READY to do this...I mean I knew it was coming but,  SO soon? Yes, it is good he is doing so well, but SCARY. They told us he will be going to the ICU after surgery to be watched to make sure his heart and lungs can handle the pressure. Make sure bleeding is well controlled....and all that. Needless to say today has been filled with cuddles and worry. Hopefully as it gets closer some kid of  "peace' will find us, but for now it's a lot of stress.